Girl After My Own Heart

NadiaCho

Nadia Cho – Sex Columnist for UC Berkeley’s Newspaper, The Daily Californian

Here’s a girl after my own heart. It’s an article in the San Francisco Chronicle about a young female student at the University of California Berkeley. She had sex in the University Library. What an exciting idea! She also admits to being bisexual, which is a big turnon for me. Wish I could get her in my home for an overnighter with my husband and me. She writes for The Daily Californian. Here’s also a link to her most explosive article.

To read more about this extraordinary young woman’s view on sex, click on her name in The Daily Californian.

I think her column, “The Best of Both Worlds” is my favorite.

My Erotic World

The erotic world I create in my short stories is in the hands of the women. But the goal of Felicia, my main character, is to get her husband as turned on as she can. She knows what turns his crank and goes for the kill. Her husband, Danny, knows Felicia reads him like a book she wrote, and at times he’s even a little afraid of her because she can lead him down some strangely erotic dark allies of his own sexuality. He never knows what she may trigger within him. She’s willing to sacrifice herself to get him turned on. But the reason she is willing to do this is that him getting turned on is what turns her on. She knows lez sex turns him on, and she plays his fantasy girl to drag him through his own sexual landscape. She traps herself in his sexual world and submits to his fantasies. In this way, their sexual playground is a hall of mirrors. They both find their own sexuality in their spouse and are blindsided by their own sexual reality.

I always start with a seed of reality, let fantasy take hold, but also pull in real world events that fit within the story even if they occurred at a different time and place. My short stories then become a composite of decades of events and thoughts that point to a single sexual phenomena. It’s a distillation of sexuality.

I don’t plot my erotica as I would a novel. Novels involve a central conflict that is locked in the beginning and resolved at the end. I’m much more intuitive. I start with a single event that causes the sexual urge to come to the surface of one or more of my characters. This event is unplanned and therefore spontaneous and impulsive. I then have them relate that to their intimate relationship, and explore it to see where it will lead them in their desire to create sexual, mutually shared ecstasy. Every action is intended to increase the sexual tension.

I can’t predict how my readers will use my erotic stories. I do know some read them and use them for their own private fantasies while alone. Some read them together and use them as foreplay. Others read them together as the psychological fuel for their sex act, sort of background music that plays while they engage. Lots of uses. Lots of variations.

Excerpt: “Fantasy Becomes Reality, A Married Couple’s Erotic Adventure”

Fantasy Becomes Reality, A Married Couple's Erotic Adventure

Fantasy Becomes Reality

A Married Couple’s Erotic Adventure

by

Felicia Florence

[Although it's not really necessary, you might want to read my first erotic short story, "The Girl," before reading this one. Provides a little background on the married couple and for the story. It's available for free on Smashwords. Click here.]

Felicia and Danny pulled up in the driveway of their new home. It was a treat to be in such a nice house instead of stuck in a small apartment as they had been for several months. They’d just been out to dinner to celebrate the end of the week, Friday night. It was just after eight, and they still had a full evening planned.

Jenna, their baby sitter for the evening, was a local college girl they’d befriended a couple of months ago when they first moved in. Jenna had helped them unload. She even spent some time with Felicia and Danny helping them move furniture around. Though quite a bit younger, she’d always seemed to put herself on an equal footing with them. Never noticed the age difference.

Jenna had come over that morning to borrow a screwdriver to hang some drapes. When she heard Felicia trying to line up a babysitter, she offered to sit their two kids for three hours that evening while they went out to dinner. She’d brought a change of clothes because she was also planning a night out with the girls, and after she put the kids to bed, she could spend an hour or so bathing and getting ready. “Exciting evening? Fat chance,” Jenna said with a frown.

Felicia opened the front door and entered with Danny right behind her. The first thing Felicia noticed was a trace of sensual perfume that was not hers and quite captivating. Jenna was just coming out of the bathroom where she’d showered and dressed. She was just putting the finishing touches on her hair, still a little damp, and running a brush through it.

“Wow!” said Danny softly into Felicia’s ear.

And that was Felicia’s sentiment exactly. Wow! Jenna had always had on a baseball cap, jeans and a hoodie when they saw her. But now she wore three-inch heels, a short black skirt and a tight stretchy sleeveless top that was breathtaking without a bra. Her neon violet hair hung in bangs and just covered her ears, a little longer in the back. She had on rimless glasses that gave a sweet touch to the racy avatar look.

“You remind me of one of those hot characters a video game,” said Danny as he turned toward the kitchen.

“It’s all for nothing,” said Jenna. “I’m going out with a group of girls.”

“No boys?” asked Felicia, hearing Danny rummaging for ice in the refrigerator.

“We’ll be on the prowl, but the chances of actually landing some decent guy on any given night are minuscule.”

“You don’t have a boyfriend?”

“Not for the last few months.”

Danny came out of the kitchen carrying mixed drinks for himself and Felicia. He handed the glass clinking with ice to her.

“Looks like you guys have a buzz rolling too,” said Jenna.

“We do prize our little adventures together on Friday nights,” said Danny.

“Must be great knowing you’re going to get a laid,” said Jenna. She blushed and turned away. “Gotta big mouth. Gotta go.” She turned toward the door.

Felicia felt sorry for her. She could sense Jenna’s loneliness and remembered how that felt. She was so young and beautiful, yet on this evening she’d be going to waste.

Felicia gave Danny that knowing look, a raised eyebrow, a tilt of the head. He smiled. One morning after a night of wild sex with leading-edge fantasies, just before they got out of bed they had talked about how turned on they’d been. “It’d almost be worth trying,” she’d told him. “To see if we could get even higher.”

“We could never find the right person,” he said. “Fantasy is just that. Fantasy.”

They hadn’t mentioned it overtly again, but some times while out in public together, a girl would walk in front of them on the street or by their table in a restaurant, and she’d turn to Danny, raise her eyebrow, but he’d shake his head no. Once he’d seen a girl in line at Starbucks and had looked at Felicia and raised an eyebrow. She’d smirked and looked away.

But tonight when he whispered in her ear, “Wow!” Felicia knew exactly what he meant and she responded with, “No kidding.”

Neither of them had thought of this nerdy college girl that way before. Felicia had always thought her a little odd. Her hair was a different color every week ¾ sometimes a brilliant green, deep blue, orange. At other times it was dark black with just a tint of red. Tonight it was a deep violet, and it seemed to make her complexion glow. Her cheeks seemed fatter, and her dark eyebrows and lashes set off the porcelain whites of her eyes. Her pupils were a dark brown. Those rimless glasses added intellect, thoughtfulness. Her lips were full, perhaps a little puffy. She had on dark skin-tight leggings that showed the delicate shape of her legs. She was thinner than Felicia had imagined seeing her normal clothes, her shoulders narrower. Nice hips.

“It’ll be cool,” Jenna added. “Wish I was in a better mood.”

Felicia took a sip of the Wild Turkey, cold, delicious. “Would you like a drink to get you started?” Felicia asked, thinking that drinking and driving wasn’t the thing to do, but still wishing to send her off with a little spirit. Also, she wanted just a couple of minutes to test this girl’s reality against their fantasy. She wanted to roll that big turn on around in her mind with Jenna playing the fantasy girl.

Jenna was at the door and turned the doorknob. She stopped, turned to look back. She grinned rather sheepishly. “Oh cool! A taste to give my mind a whirl. Improve my sucky attitude.”

“I’ll get it,” Felicia said to Danny, and Jenna followed her into the kitchen.

Felicia opened the freezer door on their new refrigerator and scooped a half glass of crushed ice, then walked to the counter where Danny had left the freshly opened fifth of Wild Turkey. “Bourbon okay?”

“Great. Just a little. I get tipsy and bounce off the walls.”

Felicia poured a couple of shots and topped it off with bubbly Coke.

“Here. Drink only what you want. It won’t go to waste.”

Jenna took the cold glass from her and took a sip. “Mmm,” she said. “Cool. I’m not usually much on mixed drinks.”

“Where are you girls going?” asked Felicia as they walked back into the family room to join Danny. She motioned for Jenna to take the padded chair across from the sofa where she and her husband would sit.

“A group of college friends?” asked Danny.

“College girl dudes. We’ll like, hit a club or two. Probably dance with each other. We’ll mix with some jerky guys from the university, but you know how that is.”

“I remember a few good times while I was in college,” said Danny.

“We actually met in a nightclub twelve years ago,” added Felicia.

Jenna sipped her drink. “This is really cool. I mean cold yes, but really tight.”

“What is your major?” asked Danny

“Psychology. I’m like, trying to figure myself out,” she said. “Hope to be like a therapist or something. But I need to find the courage to get out in the world before I settle into a profession. Ya know what I mean? I want to travel. I’m shy, but adventure is my middle name.”

“The shy ones always end up taking the big chances,” he said. “We’re like that too. Both of us.”

“We haven’t done enough traveling. We’ve got to get back to Europe, Danny.”

“Oh, gee! You’ve been to London and stuff?”

“We’ve both been there on business,” said Danny. “When one of us goes on assignment, the other takes vacation and tags along. We’ve also been to Rome, Paris, Bavaria in Germany. Oktoberfest was a blast.”

Jenna lit up while they talked, and she finished her drink without noticing. “Oops! Evaporated,” she said. “Thanks for jiving me up a bit. Exciting to talk to people who’ve actually been somewhere. But I better split. You two are about to jump each other’s bones, and here I am like, sucking up all your time.”

“It’s just as exciting for us having you here. You’re beautiful and young. Just talking to you lifts our spirits too,” said Danny.

Felicia had noticed that Danny kept looking a Jenna’s legs and breasts, and when he did, her own eyes gravitated there too. This girl was quite appealing. Their intimate sex fantasies hadn’t conjured a young woman as appealing as Jenna. Yet, a real-life sexcapade was too much to hope for.

“My head is warping out,” said Jenna. “That Turkey stuff is dangerous, dangerously scrumptious.”

Felicia was afraid their moment would slip away. She looked past Jenna at Danny. “Maybe you shouldn’t go just yet,” said Felicia.

“Wait and let your head clear a little,” said Danny.

“I didn’t feel this good on serious dope,” said Jenna. “Maybe I should just have another. I’m a little high.” She was obviously enjoying the attention they were both giving her, their eyes roaming over her body.

Felicia got to her feet. “If you want,” she said. Her heart had started to race. And when Jenna followed her into the kitchen, Felicia turned to look back at Danny. He had that questioning look on his face, the raised eyebrow. She raised hers too.

“Are you sure?” he asked.

Felicia nodded yes, and walked on into the kitchen with Jenna, heart pounding, palms sweaty, and knees a little shaky. The Wild Turkey had set her aglow too. Felicia noticed Danny had just dimmed the lights in the family room. She turned off the kitchen light and turned on the little bulb over the stove. Just enough light to mix a drink. She dumped the old ice from their glasses and got more from the freezer.

Jenna had her cell phone in her hand and pushed some buttons. While Felicia mixed each of them another drink, she heard Jenna tell her friend to go on without her. “Don’t freak, Stephanie. Something came up. I’ll catch up, or not. Don’t wait on me.”

“You cancelled your evening out with your friends?” she said.

“I can connect later, if I want. I haven’t been with a guy in so long, if I don’t watch I’ll be making out with one of my girlfriends.”

“A girl as beautiful as you shouldn’t have that kind of trouble.”

“I haven’t been kissed in months. Don’t know what it feels like anymore.”

“But jees. Kissing a girl. That’s quite a leap.”

“You gotta get your stimulation where you can find it. Everybody’s making out with everyone else now days. I’m just too skittish, I guess.”

“If you’re not with the one you love, love the one you’re with. Even if it’s a girl I guess.”

“My motto exactly,” said Jenna. “I’m just having trouble putting it into paractice.”

“A girl kissed me once, a few months ago,” said Felicia. “Just a quick kiss, and I still haven’t gotten it out of my mind.”

“Some of my friends sucked face, but I’ve not found a girl I would try it with.”

They took a sip of their drinks, and looked at each other. “A little more of this Wild Turkey, and I’d kiss you myself,” Felicia said, but she turned away as she said it. And then she held her breath. She had just taken a big risk.

Jenna took a couple of swallows of her drink. “Wouldn’t take any more for me to let you,” she said.

Felicia felt her heart pounding. Her fingers started trembling again. She remembered the girl in the dressing room at work who’d kissed her and placed her hand on her breast. She’d regretted not following through. She couldn’t pass up this opportunity.

“I’m going to find out how serious you are about that,” Felicia said. She’d moved in close to Jenna, and their arms touched although they were both staring at the bottle of Wild Turkey. She felt Jenna lean her head toward her so that their hair touched. Simultaneously, they turned to where their cheeks touched too. In those heals, Jenna was a little taller than Felicia, and she leaned her head back. Their heads kept turning until their lips met, first at the corner of their mouths and then full on. Felicia opened her mouth and put her tongue between Jenna’s lips and their tongues met, then slid on inside. They held it for a while. She touched Jenna’s cheek with her fingers, felt the corner of her mouth.

Jenna pulled back. “Danny might see us.”

“I hope he does. It’ll light a fire in his pants.”

“You’re going to fuck tonight, aren’t you?” asked Jenna.

“Without a doubt.”

Jenna smiled and turned away. “Motherfucker! Sonofabitch! I should split.”

“You don’t have to, Jenna. We both want you here.”

“That just sounds too incredible.” She looked down and put he head against Felicia’s.

“Stay and see what happens,” suggested Felicia, putting her hand on Jenna’s shoulder and rubbing it. Felicia’s whole body was trembling with excitement.

“Are you sure? You really mean it?” She was pleading.

Felicia looked at those delicious lips. “That kiss, between you and me? It was monumental.”

“But what about Danny? Would he want me?”

“Trust me. When he walked in the front door and saw you standing in the hall… As they say, you had him at hello.”

“But he’s your husband.” She shook her head, looked down, smiled and turned away.

“Sharing sometimes can be a thrilling thing.”

“He is cool.”

“Don’t tell me you’ve already coveted him.”

“Along with every woman who ever laid eyes on him.”

“And here I thought it was just me that held your interest. Just kidding.”

“Dreams of you too. Trust me.”

As they walked back into the family room, Felicia took Jenna’s hand. Soft and oh so warm. Her heart skipped a beat. Amazing! she thought. Jenna had been fantasizing about the two of them together. Soft music was playing and it was almost dark in the family room, just a hall nightlight casting a pale glow.

“Sit on the sofa with us,” said Felicia. “Jenna has decided to stay a while longer,” she said to Danny. “She cancelled with her friends.”

“Great,” said Danny. “I bet it puts a damper on their evening, but it certainly adds a spark to ours.”

He moved to one side. Jenna sat next to him, and Felicia sat next to her. They had her sandwiched. Just as it started to seem comfy, Danny got up and went into the kitchen to make himself another drink. Felicia’s and Jenna’s knees were touching, a portion of their thighs. Jenna looked toward Felicia, and they kissed again, this time more tongue, more saliva. Jenna touched Felicia’s breast through her blouse.

“Always known I have a lez streak. Never could activate it.”

Felicia went into a state of ecstasy. She had a lez streak too. She’d been wanting this ever since that girl in the changing room a few months ago had let her feel her breast. Now this: the perfect girl. She put her hand on Jenna’s breast through her tight top. She could feel her hard nipple through the thin fabric.

Danny walked back into the family room. They’d didn’t stop kissing. He sat down beside Jenna without saying anything. Felicia could tell he was breathing hard. Just fantasizing about a younger woman could practically put him in a coma. Now one in the flesh.

“You haven’t kissed a man in quite a while?” asked Felicia.

“Never ever kissed a man at all. Just boys.”

“Here’s your opportunity,” said Felicia.

Jenna turned to look at Danny. He was right beside her, and as her face came around, he leaned down and kissed her. Danny hadn’t kissed a twenty-year-old girl since he’d kissed Felicia twelve years ago. He was afraid to touch Jenna, afraid he would go too far too soon. He didn’t French kiss her, but Jenna’s tongue went into his mouth anyway. She put her hand on his chest. They separated, and Jenna turned back to Felicia.

Felicia kissed Jenna again, and this time she could taste Danny on her mouth. While still kissing Jenna, Felicia reached across her, grabbed Danny by the shirt and pulled him toward both of them. She put her hand behind his head and brought him forward, turned away just slightly from Jenna and brought all three faces together, all three pairs of lips. They both put their tongues in Jenna’s mouth. She gobbled them. Felicia thought to herself, This is sex. This is red-hot sex.

Felicia removed Jenna’s glasses, which was a shame because she loved her in them, and put them on the coffee table. Felicia put her hand on Jenna’s thigh, and Jenna put her hand over the top of it. Felicia wondered if she was going to remove it, but instead she brought it a little more toward the inside of her thigh. She looked toward Felicia, as if she was about to say something, her mouth open but no words coming out. Then, “God, I need this.”

Felicia kissed her again, those soft puffy lips, and her tongue so comfortably placed against hers. Felicia moved her hand up to Jenna’s breast and cupped it. She felt Jenna tremble a little. Jenna turned a little more toward her and put her hand to her face and kissed her more forcefully, less sweetly. Felicia just settled into her. This was the kiss she’d been dreaming of, fantasizing about. She moved her hand back to Jenna’s thigh, ran her fingers deeper inside them, and spread them slightly. Felicia pulled Danny over to put their faces together again.

Jenna said, “You don’t mind me ravaging him?”

“I want you to.”

Jenna turned her face toward him, put her hand on his cheek and munched his mouth. Her bare arms were thin and smooth, her muscles taught as she pulled Danny’s face to her in a hard probing kiss.

Felicia removed her hand from Jenna’s thigh, but Jenna took her hand and gently put it back. She turned to face Danny and put her arms around his shoulders. Her back was to Felicia, so she put an arm around each side of Jenna and put a hand on each breast. In her palms, she felt Jenna’s nipples through her blouse. On the back of her hands, she felt Danny’s chest. She kissed Jenna on the back of the neck while they made out. Then Jenna turned around to face her and started making out with her. She could taste Danny all over Jenna, his saliva inside her mouth. She felt Danny’s hand grab both of Jenna’s breasts from behind. His palms were on Jenna’s nipples as hers had been, and Felicia felt her own nipples on the back of his hands.

While Jenna made out with Felicia, Jenna reached down and pulled her own top out of her skirt. Danny took that as a hint and slipped his hand underneath, felt her warm flesh and moved it up to Jenna’s breast.

Felicia undid a couple of buttons of her own blouse, took Jena’s hand and put it inside her bra. Jenna’s trembling fingertips moved back and forth across her nipples.

This was the first time Felicia had made out with another woman. She’d been kissed that once at the boutique, but this was pure tongue-sucking, saliva drinking fuck kissing. That young woman, that symbol of sex, all sex, woman as the symbol of sex, had her hand in her bra. Jenna’s mouth was so tender and sweet, her hand so gentle and smooth on her breast. She stopped kissing Jenna, reached back and brought Danny’s face forward again. She wanted a comparison. She kissed him, put her tongue in his mouth. His lips were firm, stout, manly. His tongue was large, muscly, educated. She went back to kissing Jenna. “Ummm,” said Jenna.

“Is this as far as we should go?” asked Jenna, stopping for a second. “If we have limits, this is mine.”

“What would you like?” asked Felicia. “We don’t want to force ourselves on you.”

“I’m wound up,” she answered. “I’m yours for the night, if you want me. But I warn you. I’m feeling strange.”

“We want you,” said Danny. He pulled her face back around and kissed her again.

“I’m wild and fuck crazy,” Jenna added.

He moved his hand from her underneath her tight blouse and slipped it down inside the top of her skirt, found her soft mound of hair underneath her panties. Jenna kissed him for a minute but then turned back to Felicia, grabbed her and kissed her. All the while, Jenna was adjusting her hips and thighs so Danny’s fingers could find her pussy. Then she unbutton the rest of Felicia’s blouse, dropped it and her bra straps off her shoulders and moved her mouth down to kiss her breasts.

Felicia’s breasts were the gateway to her sexuality, and when Jenna’s lips touched her nipples the internal flame that had been lit and burning hot for sometime now roared to life. Fuck crazy, she thought. “Oh yes,” she said aloud, her breathing heavy. “Fuck crazy.”

Felicia cuddled the girl’s face in her hands, felt her cheeks, the corner of her mouth, and touched her fingertip to Jenna’s tongue as it flitted across her nipple. Her mind was mesmerized with a sensual, sexual buzz. She put her hand down between Jenna’s thighs, which were spread apart now, and felt Danny’s hand through Jenna’s panties. She could feel his finger working inside her pussy. Jenna’s hand moved from Felicia’s breast down between her thighs and worked up inside her skirt. She slipped her finger underneath the side of Felicia’s panties, and moved it around until it was resting over her pussy.

Although she knew it was bound to happen, Felicia found herself unprepared for this. Those delicate fingers moved gently to separate her lips and then slipped inside her just a little and stopped. Felicia had this girl’s mouth on her breasts and her hand in her pussy. This ecstasy won’t last forever, she thought. In just a matter of hours, it’ll be over, and I’ll be longing for it again.

She brought Danny’s face up over the top of Jenna’s head and kissed him. “Fantasy can’t hold a candle to reality,” she whispered.

“Fuck crazy,” he whispered.

Felicia unbuttoned Danny’s top pants button, slipped down his zipper. She felt his erection through his shorts. Jenna took her mouth off Felicia’s breasts and looked back to see what Felicia was doing. Jenna removed her hand from under Felicia’s skirt, and Felicia got up and moved to the other side of Danny. Felicia wondered if Jenna had ever had a throbbing cock in her mouth.

(To read the rest, click here.)

Dealing with Produce

I’ve been writing for several years, both fiction and non-fiction, but I previously published under another name. This is my first excursion into erotica. Spending an entire day, or several days, writing the sexual experience, is an entirely new world to navigate. First of all, I basically write from my own experience. Now before you start jumping to conclusions, I don’t mean that every word I write comes from my own real-world experience. Good grief! I’m a wife and a mother! It does start there, but it always gravitates or evolves from reality toward fantasy. And living with an erotic story for an entire day or two, going over and over it, getting the words right, including a hot detail, and then extending the experience, can take me into an entire new world of prolonged sexual excitement.

Of course this means that I must find sexual release or I’ll go nuts, but when I’m writing a sexy story, the worst thing that can happen is to have an orgasm. The energy then drops out of the story, I lose contact with my characters, and I have to go do the dishes, vacuum the floor or go shopping to recharge my batteries. I find that shopping for fruit and vegetables helps. Something about watching men and women handling produce brings sex to mind. To me, it’s always been kind of amazing how many beautiful people there are running loose in the world. You wonder how many times someone selects a shapely pear, a potato, a bunch of grapes, and yes even a banana, based on some subliminal sexual message being sent by that inanimate object. Some people talk to their plants. I talk to my produce.

Going to the grocery store then becomes an erotic adventure, or at least an opportunity to recharge you erotic impulses by people-watching in the produce section. What does she plan on doing with that waxed cucumber? That banana she just selected looks suspiciously like a phallic object. And there’s always been this these legends of men plugging a watermelon. How often do we select fruit or vegetables based on their sexual suggestiveness? More than most of us would admit. I’ve heard it said that you can tell if I guy is good in bed by the way he handles fruit and vegetables, and I think there’s more than a little truth to it. Anyway, that’s how I recharge my batteries.

Once I get wound up on a story, I won’t come down for days. So the author’s relationship with their words is an intimate one, and even if you can’t get into the story yourself, you can depend on the fact that the author has a special relationship to the characters and the action taking place, not to mention the actual words she uses. And some of us have a tendency to take it out on the people around us, and my husband greatly appreciates that. He says that every man should encourage his wife to write erotica. But I say, watch out girl if you do. A little girl-on-girl stuff always creeps in. Men and women aren’t symmetrical, and men aren’t so excited about having another man on the scene, but women… Women are not as hostile to each other. We’re constantly checking each other out. After all, the universal symbol of steamy sex is a beautiful woman, to both members of the species. My husband and I like to go to the grocery store together. We spend a lot of time in the produce section.

Excerpt: “The Girl, An Erotic Love Story”

I’ve just published my first erotic short story on SmashWords. To see it, click here. Here’s the cover and first few pages:

The Girl, An Erotic Love Story

Cover for The Girl, An Erotic Love Story

The Girl
An Erotic Love Story

by
Felicia Florence

Felicia was a good-looking woman in her early thirties, a married woman who knew what she liked in bed and how to get it. Danny, her husband of twelve years, knew her better than she knew herself, or at times it seemed so to her. But then she knew how to produce limb-gnawing passion in him also. They had been into sharing sex fantasies for the last few years, and the old tried and the true scenarios worked every time. Yet, tonight she had something special that she knew would drive him wild, and when she drove him wild, it turned her on so much that she trembled.

It was Saturday, and Felicia had locked up the boutique at seven and stopped by the liquor store on the way home to pick up a pint of Wild Turkey. A little expensive, but tonight she wanted that sharp clean high that only the wild stuff could produce. She also had a package with her that would spruce up the evening of fun and frolic she had planned.

Felicia loved her job, which was more than she could have said a few years ago. She was a lawyer by trade, had been that is, but after a few years of successful practice, she’d given it up to work in retail. Women’s clothing. The feel of fine fabric drove her wild. She felt that her lawyer job had been stealing her humanity, or femininity really, and she didn’t want to be just another litigator with a vagina. She started out as a sales girl but quickly worked herself into a managerial position, and now that she ran the place, she did pretty much what she wanted. And what she wanted was all those luxurious clothes around her all day.

Felicia managed an upscale, fashionable clothing store, but not one out of reach of the upper-middle class. Their little berg, being a university town, catered to younger women, particularly college girls with a little money. Felicia loved the feel of silken fabric, the swish of a skirt, the way it draped over and clung to a shapely body. She loved the slick underclothes: panties, bras, nylons. And she loved the shoes. She loved fitting the perfect shoe on a delicate foot, the perfect exposure of the ankle, the gathering of painted nails in a peep-toe pump. She’d even massage a tired foot or two before slipping them into expensive stylish heels just to make the feel a fresh one. She’d given up lawyering for all this, and she’d never regretted it. She had quite a few young women customers who’d seek her out for help with a new purchase because she always seemed to know exactly what they were after.

The last couple of weeks a new client, a shy young lady with startling blue eyes, had come into the store and specifically asked for Felicia. She’d helped the girl a couple of times before, but this evening when they went into the changing closet together something had happened, something both frightening and delightful, and that was the surprise she wanted to spring on her unsuspecting husband in short whispers and sighs during sex.

Felicia and Danny had two kids, a boy five and a girl three, and by the time Felicia got home that winter evening at seven, they were already ready for bed. She put the brown paper bag with the Wild Turkey on the counter, kissed her husband on the cheek and went in to kiss the kids good night, throwing the special package on her own bed on the way.

Danny had ordered Chinese, and they sat together at the small kitchen table eating and quietly discussing the events of the day. She couldn’t help a sly smile during the silence between sentences, and he sensed something was up.

“What’s wrong with you?” he asked, as he popped the top on the bottle of bourbon. “You’re positively giddy.”

She said nothing. When they got up from the table, Felicia said, “You shower first.”

They were temporarily living in an apartment that only had one bathroom but were having a home built in a new development just a few miles away on the outskirts of town. It wouldn’t be ready for three more months. This place was cozy with all their furniture packed into the small apartment, and she liked the way it kept the two of them always brushing up against each other. He was an affectionate husband, and when they were alone together, he constantly had his hands in places that he couldn’t when the kids were about, or they were out in public. He was an engineer, an actual true-to-god rocket scientist, and she secretly thought it sexy that he could calculate the trajectories of all those huge phallic symbols as they blasted their way into the dark reaches of the heavens. His mind-over-matter seemed to work well in bed too.

When Danny came out of the bathroom with a towel draped around his waist, Felicia slipped through the door into the hot foggy air where he’d left the shower running. She took the package she’d brought home into the bathroom with her, opened it, and hung the bright-red dress with the shortest skirt she’s ever worn on a hook on the wall. Just the thought of wearing it already had her turned on. What made her knees weak was just thinking about how she found it.

She stepped out of the dress she’d had on all day, unsnapped her bra, dropped her panties to the floor, and stepped into the hot shower. Once her body had been luxuriously lathered and rinsed, she ran a little water in the bottom of the tub with the drain closed and poured a cap full of luxurious body oil into it, sloshed it around a little and then splashed herself from head to toe. She rubbed it into her skin, arms, legs, and between her thighs, the soft fluff of fur. Rubbing it into every crease and over every opening. She patted herself almost dry, but not enough to disturb the thin film of body oil over every inch of her.

She rubbed her breasts with her fingers three or four times to press the oil deep into her pliable flesh. She breathed in the fumes, and they seemed to coat her breath. And then she applied the touches of her most expensive perfume that she’d purchased in Paris when she’d been there on a business trip, where she’d picked up a new line of special clothing from an unknown designer. This particular perfume reminded her of that experienced, and she touched it to all the strategic spots on her body: a little behind the ears and on the wrists, just at the nape of the neck, a touch to each nipple, one at her belly button, a touch to each butt cheek, the mound of hair again, the inside of the thighs where the big action of the night would take place, the back of the knees, and a touch to each ankle. She waved her arms and twirled twice to dry herself, and then still naked, she slipped the slick red dress down over her thin frame, as she’d helped her customer do, and then she stepped out barefoot into the hall and down toward the small kitchen just off the living room. Felicia saw Danny watching her as she came toward him, his eyes scanning, as if he couldn’t get enough of her, the sight of her.

“That’s new,” he said.

She nodded. “You like?”

“Me like,” he answered.

They used primitive speak a lot when referring to sexual subjects. He’d just finished mixing the drinks, but instead of taking her glass, she wanted to do one thing, a repeat of something that had happened to her that day. She dropped down the right shoulder of her dress, took his warm hand and put it on her breast, felt her nipple firm against the palm of his hand. She kissed him on the corner of the mouth, just a little tongue.

He whispered in her ear, “What’s that all about?”

“Tell you later,” she said. “Be sure to remember it.”

“Turn around,” he said. “I need to look at you.”

She raised her arms over her head to expose her armpits and slowly revolved. He scanned her again, as if his eyes were a computer and he was making a full-body avatar. And then she twirled fast, so that her skirt lifted and showed her thighs all the way up to her cheeks. He reached for her, but she eluded him. Danny had already made the drinks: a sprinkle of Coke over a lot of Wild Turkey and ice. She picked up her cold glass and walked to the sofa.

She selected some music and left it comfortably loud, a little classic Elton John to start off with and then Lana Del Rey on repeat. She took a sip of Wild Turkey and felt the tingle of soda bubbles bursting inside her mouth, and the bourbon seemed to go straight to her head. The one-piece dress was short enough for the seam to strike more than halfway up her thigh. She liked the way the skirt flapped up against her bottom when she walked and brushed the back of her thighs to tell her just how revealing it was. Danny still couldn’t take his eyes off her.

“You do look good in red,” he said.

Danny was a runner, had been since college, and he had a special pair of pants he wore for their private evenings together. He had on a short-sleeved shirt buttoned part way up, and the pants were tight enough that she could see more than a hint of his special attractions. At first he sat in an easy chair across from her on the sofa, but when Elton John ended and Lana Del Rey started, at the line, “…take my body downtown…,” Felicia beckoned him to come sit beside her. They turned out the rest of the lamps so only a little light filtered through the drapes from out back.

They always started with a kiss, a sip of Wild Turkey and then another kiss. Another sip. She loved to cuddle up in his arms with their lips softly rubbing and their tongues gradually exploring the inside of each other’s mouth. They took turns tongue sucking. All this they could have done in public without attracting much attention, but they were headed for more adventurous territory. His hand slid down her throat, along her shoulder, and unzipped the back her new dress until he had the top loose enough to get his hand inside. The first feel of his fingers on her nipples always took her breath away. The Wild Turkey zinged inside her brain.

Her breasts had never been just an interlude to more important matters. She’d actually had an orgasm once while he was fondling her nipples, or perhaps it was when he was sucking them. Her mind had been foggy at the time. Her tits powered her sexual engine, and tonight with the secret she was about to divulge, she had to stop him from massaging them because she was afraid it might happen again. A little premature release could take the edge off her passion.

She moved his hand down her thighs, and as it disappeared under that short red skirt, she spread them. Then she put her hand down between his legs and felt his erection pulsing as she ran her hand along it. She unbuttoned his top button and slid down the zipper. They never wore underclothes for these little private get-togethers. But even he didn’t know that once a couple of weeks ago she’d gone to work without either panties or a bra. That had been her little erotic secret. She’d glowed all day, and her sales had doubled.

She wrapped her fingers around him as he moved his hand higher up between her thighs, and she spread them even farther apart so he could touch her where she wanted to be touched most. They stopped for a moment and gulped a little Wild Turkey as Lana Del Rey sang, “Off to the Races, cases of Bacardi chasers Chasin’ me all over town…”

“Let’s get in bed,” Felicia said.

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Who is Felicia?

Yes, of course, that’s me! But I also use Felicia as the name of my favorite character in my erotic stories. Why would I do that? Well, because not all I write is fiction. Practically every situation I write about bears some relation to an experience that I’ve had first hand. Either that or it’s something that I have a special affinity for, that is to say, turns me on. So is the Felicia of my stories me? Not really. But every word of her adventures come from my psychic space, so I have a special relationship with her, enough so that I’ve given her my name.

At times the reader might think that I’ve given in to creating male fantasies, and that some might be degrading to a woman. I do admit that I’m a sucker for my husband’s fantasies and cater to them as much as I can. But my husband doesn’t consider violent or degrading acts as being erotic, so I don’t make an attempt to protect myself from him. I use his fastasies to expand my sexual horizons, and wow, the places he has led me. Sometimes, to get what we want during sex, we do engage in manipulation, but I like to view it as being lead in a direction to see if we can both get enjoyment out of the experience. In doing that, we all at times want to go places where our partner just can’t go. To press on ruins the experience and builds resentment. My husband and I have both experienced this, and the only solution I’ve come up with is to leave those fantasy experiences to our individual private time. And yes, here I’m talking about masturbation.

As you’ll find out when I publish my first short story, I revel in his lesbian fantasies and at times even go beyond what he can think up. After all, I am a girl. But he’s not so flexible when it comes to man-on-man stuff, which excites me but can be a big turn off for him. At times, I like a phallus for every orifice, and if I get him drunk enough, he can go a long way down that road with me as his psychic guide.

I know that shared fantasy sex can be dangerous to a couple’s relationship. Life is full of hazards and uncertainty, and if you’re used to having a couple of drinks before you start humping each other, the scarcity of inhibitions can make for uncomfortable memories the next morning. I’ll get into this more as time goes on. I’m not here to cause relationship problems, but intimacy is about sharing, and during sex that means sharing fantasies. Sex is a primitive business and any new aspect of it should be approached gingerly at first. Surviving is all loving and learning to control an out-of-control process.

The biggest danger is wanting to take the fantasies out into the real world, as Lana Del Rey would say, “…take your body downtown…”, and this is, as they say, a whole other country. We’ll have to talk about that too, but later.

Hello! And welcome to my blog.

I am an erotic author. I mostly write short stories. You can learn more about me by clicking the “About” link above. You won’t find my short stories posted here. I plan to publish them digitally through Smashwords. I will use this blog to keep you up to date on my ongoing projects. Most of it will be about what I’m currently writing, but some of it will be hints about what is going on in my own life.

I don’t have a story finished yet, but I have several in various stages of completion. Hope to have my first publication ready in a couple of weeks.

So stay tuned. Hope you enjoy the ride!